Negative - Day 26 (Month 1 of Trying)

Until Next Month...  Well, the first month of trying was a no-go. It’s OK. I think I was so psycho about it because I deep down knew I wasn’t, but wanted myself to believe I was. Make sense? Deep down I knew when I took that test on Saturday and it came back negative that I wasn’t going to be by the end of the week.  Sometimes I feel like this at home! Also, I realized how anxiety can consume a person (ehem…ME) and how...

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Going Crazy - Day 26 (Month 1 of Trying)

I’m realizing that I’m kind of crazy.  Does anyone else think this much?? Again, the reason why I write. I need to get it all out. And who wants to listen to me talk all the time about this stuff? This is what I have for ya. Saturday I had an appointment to get a hitch on our new car. I’m excited because this means we’ll be taking our bikes somewhere COOL to ride other than the bike path down the way. Maybe even CAMP this summer!!!!!...

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How I'm Feeling - Week 3 (Month 1 of Trying)

OK. Definitely feeling nauseous.  Is this in my head?? Am I really this stressed out right now? I woke with ANOTHER headache and we even went to the chiropractor yesterday. Did I mention that Jackson LOVES going? He hops right on the table and says, “POP!” after each adjustment with the CUTEST SMILE. When we get home from daycare or on weekends, he makes us get on the floor and adjusts us. It’s way too cute. He did this over Christmas...

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The Waiting Game - Am I, or Aren't I? (Month 1 of Trying)

Could I Be? T-minus 8 more days until we find out if the first month of trying worked. I don’t even have any tests at home. I should buy some, huh? I can tell you last week I had a rough time eating breakfast and couldn’t swallow down my beloved coffee. (We’re talking chocolate glazed Dunkin Donuts coffee too.) What is that about? Could be stress. Could be anxiety. I mean, that would be awfully early in the game, don’t you think? Karl...

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Growing the Family - Here We Go Again (Month 1 of Trying)

ROUND II So we started trying for baby #2 yesterday. Woot! Don’t worry, I’ll save you from all the details. I’m mainly writing this post because I shared my first pregnancy and I need to be fair to this little love bug too.  Plus, I’m a writer. It’s what I do! (ehem -  Did you notice I didn’t call myself  just a “mom”?) AND because I can’t believe that we’re at this point…  I thought for a while there Jackson...

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